Someday we'll know.

Freedom for a day!

2010-12-05T00:20:00.000+08:00

ENGLISH WEEK NA!! DECEMBER NA!! Excited na me para sa School Fair && Christmas Party! Wooh~ Nakakuha ng first (pati second) Unli Card. HAHA. Yun oh. :) Pero grabe, napasok ako (kami) sa mga loveteams? Anyway, ok lang naman sakin na mapasama dun. Nga pala, MAG-DDANCE NIGHT NA, TAPOS WALA PA AKONG CRUSH! Member talaga ako ng SMP! =))

You point towards the distant orion.

2010-12-05T00:08:00.000+08:00

Saya mag-shooting ng music video namin for English! Minsan, pa-extra-extra lang sa eksena. Hahaha. Ganon pala pag shooting. For the first time, nakapag-overnight ako kasama yung classmates ko. Nag-overnight kami sa K9, kasi dun din kami mag-sshooting the next day. Bida pala ako sa Book Two. Weeee. Sana maulit talaga. Kung papayagan ako... HAHA.

Anyway, katabi ko Malou nung overnight. Wala namang nangyare actually eh. Naglaro lang kami, konting plano and etc. Aga namin matulog ni Malou. Dapat nga walang tulugan eh. Kaso di namin kaya. Malapit na pala deadline ng Final Draft, zero progress parin ako. Di pa naka-paragraph form tapos wala pa akong ka-idea-idea kung tama yung mga tinaype ko dati. Dapat nga dadalhin ko ung laptop ko, kaso di ako pinayagan eh. Mga kaklase ko, nagdala sila. Imba, nalowbat ung dalawang phone na dala ko. Wala naman akong charger. Haha.

Kulet magshooting. White Queen ang role ko. Tinulak-tulak ako. Syempre masakit kasi naka-ilang take dun. :| Imba lalo nung last scene, naka-ilang take kami dahil sakin. HAHA. Halata nga atang hinulog ko on purpose yung kalat. Bahala na, di na siguro yun mapapansin ng iba. Watch nalang the finished product. :P

Mga bagong gising. Halatang inaantok si Jake && Bito, di masyado si Sieg. Di talaga halata sakin! WAHAHAHA. xD

Eff.

2010-12-04T23:47:00.000+08:00

POTEK. Kainis 'tong araw na 'to. Anlaki ng binaba ko sa ranking, like super! Kainis talaga. Ba't kasi ako nagka-chicken pox nang di summer? BABAWI NALANG AKO. Ampp. Gotta step my game up in Math, ElMath, Bio && even all of the subjects.

Pero masaya naman ang araw kahet papano, saya maging vain. Kabadtrip lang yung ranking. May pic ule kami ng Spice. Weee. Sana maulit... Pero hinde yung ranking ko ah. Yung fun moment lang with friends. As you can see, lahat kaming apat parehas kami ng shirt. Yung "I will love you until the end of Pi". Pinagtitinginan nga kami minsan kasi kami lang ATA yung nakaganong shirt sa quadrangle. Kami pa yung magkakasama tapos parehas pa kami. Besprens talaga. HAHA. Btw, Top One si Bitofiers. Congrats sa knya!

NUMBO. :D

2010-12-04T23:35:00.000+08:00

Bago pala ng General Cleaning, nung closing ng Math Jingle, nag-Numbo kami parang last year lang. Sayang, muntik kami (Alyana, Hana && Me) manalo sa ibang categories. Konti nalang talaga. Pati sa Pizza Raffle, wala saming nanalo, kahit Pasteur man lang. Sayang talaga, isang box ng pizza din yun ah! Pero si Paolo, sineswerte talaga. Nanalo ba naman ng pinakamalaking cash prize?! Grabe ah. 1000 din yun. :P Pero nanlibre din siya sa McDo. Pero madaya siya, kasi dapat 250 yung libre nya saming tatlo. :))

General Cleaning v.2

2010-12-04T23:22:00.000+08:00

General cleaning in our classroom. Day before Distribution of Cards. Ayoko na talaga, feeling ko talaga tanggal nko sa Top 10. Tsk2. :(

Ang saya ng General Cleaning. Class picture namin. As you can see, feel na feel na ang Christmas spirit sa classroom namin. Kami ATA ung first section na nagdecorate sa buong MakSci. :D

May matinong picture na ang SPICE. :) YEY. :D

Add hardwork, subtract laziness.

2010-12-04T22:05:00.001+08:00

Just ONE serious day of practice, and we scored 3RD PLACE. `Nuff said.

Boredom strikes at best.

2010-10-25T12:17:00.002+08:00

Sembreak na sembreak, ganito yung sitch ko. Projects. Overdue book report. Chapter 3. Pano ka makaka-enjoy nang matino, eh andian yung mga yan?! Baking life keeps me occupied, kaso minsan mga sunog lang yung inaabot ng mga pagkain ko eh! Ampots. The only thing that can save me from boredom is -- the MATH JINGLE. Gusto kong magpractice. Miss ko na yung Pasteur ee. Haixt. Gagawa na nga lang ako ng mga kanta para sa jingle. Try lang naman enu. Next na yung book report ko, pag malapit na yung November 2. WAHAHA. Expert crammer talaga 'tong batang 'to. Syempre, laking Maksci eh. HAHA. ;) Puro kasinungalian naman yung malalagay ko sa jingle na yun. Maglalagay ba naman dun ng 'I LOVE MATH' but truth is, I HATE MATH. Math sucks. HAHA.

YEY! May praktis bukas ang Jinggalings. Sa wakas. Looking forward to it. :>

And I never wanna say goodbye.

2010-10-18T22:22:00.000+08:00

HALA. LAST DAYS NA NG MGA ST! Grabe, mamimiss namin keo. Kaya bago sila umalis, picture-picture muna! Kelan pa ba yun mawawala? WAHAHAHA. Picture sa Bio Lab with Ma'am Tibayan & Sir Joelash, tapos nag-Filipino na kami with Sir Leo.

PAALAM MAKSCI, PAALAM PASTEUR! Yung title ng Filipino class para sa araw na 'to. Imba talaga, sumakto yung lesson sa araw ng pag-alis ng mga ST. Kung pwede lang talaga, wag na silang umalis. HAHA. Picture-picture ulet. :) Kaso di nakapunta si Ma'am Karla sa English time namin kse ung demo nya, edi kinuha ni Sir Leo. Pagtatanghal daw bago siya umalis. Kumanta kami ni Hana & Marianne ng Love Story habang nag-aacting si Bito & Jake. HAHA! Kahit di ko feel yung song, dapat Picture To Burn eh. Christmas Party nalang daw yun. Para sayo pa naman ung Picture To Burn. Joks lang. xD

Nung PE time, bumaba si Ma'am K tska si Sir Leo. Picture-picture ulet. :> Akala namin free time, yun pala may pinapakopya samin. Walang nakakopya! HAHAHAHA. Galing ni Sir maglaro ng Sepak Takraw, nakipag-bonding siya sa mga boys namin sa paglalaro.

Gumala naman kami ulet sa Powerplant kasama si Ma'am K, Sir Leo, Cheyenne, Steph, Imma, Alyana & Mange. Sayang di nakasama si Hana tska si Edel. Kain ulet sa McDo. Alam nyo nanaman yung ginawa diba? :> :))

Andun pala sina Remus, sumama saglit samin si Remus. Inasar siya kay Cheyenne. Hehehehe. Tapos bago umalis si Remus, pinasama namin siya sa group pic. Hehehehe.

Nagtagal rin kami sa McDo. Nag-openforum kami. Lovelife, mga ganon. Sabi ni Sir, SHOWBIZ DAW AKO NG PASTEUR?! Ano yun? WEH NAMAN. :)))) Kaloka. xD Gusto ko makita ung kinoment ni Sir sakin sa scrapbook nya. xD Kainis, sabog ung picture ko. Naging blue ba naman instead of orange?! Nagsulat kami sa tissue, kaso... Yung sinulat ko na malapit nang mabiak na puso na may 15 sa loob, bumakat sa table ng McDo. Tapos naka-permanent market pa! :)) Baka next time na pagpunta namin sa McDo, titingnan ko yung table na yun kung nangtagal o baka di ko na siya gusto sa panahon na yun. Trip lang. Yung parang carvings sa puno. :>

After sa McDo, Fully Booked na kami. Basa-basa ng libro, tuloy parin sa kwentuhan. Impressions ni Sir Leo sa bawat isa samin. Totoo kaya yung sinabi ni Sir about sakin? Madali daw akong maattach sa mga lalaki tapos kapag nagmahal daw ako, kaya kong talikuran ung mga kaibigan ko? Tingnan nalang naten. WAHAHA. Late na rin kami nakauwi -- 9:30 na?! WOW. Sana maulit muli. :) Sana hindi pa 'to ang last na bonding namin. :D

Oops, I did it again!

2010-10-18T22:05:00.000+08:00

After ng classes, akala ko nawawala na cellphone ko! Yun pala, na kay Manille. Kaines, ANG HIRAP NG LT SA RESEARCH. Ansarap iyakan. :| Bagsak na ako dun for sure. Ayoko pa sanang magpalit ng costume eh, kaso nakakahiya namang nakaganon. HAHA. Nakita namin si Sir Leo, niyaya naming pumuntang Powerplant. Sumama naman si Sir. Nice one!

Ankulet tlga. Ambilis ni Sir maglakad! Tapos umakyat ba naman sa 3rd floor, tas bumaba rin. Pinagod pa kame. :)) Akala namin lumabas na ng Powerplant, bumalik din naman. xD Edi kumain na kami sa McDo. Conference ba naman sa gitna ng mall. Saan tayo kakain? Dunkin Donuts? Sarabia Optical? Mercury Drugs? Napadpad rin sa McDo. KKB daw. Stipend naman eh! :) Tas sinabi na ni Sir ung meaning ng PARU-PARO. WAHAHA. Tawa kami nang tawa. Habang nasa McDo, picture-picture. Tapos si Sir Leo, pinagsama ung Burger McDo tska Hot Fudge Sundae. Ano kaya lasa nun? Masarap daw eh. :))

After nun, punta kami sa Fully Booked. Interview namin kay Sir! May mga nalaman kami, pero secret nalang yun. WAHAHA. Kahit sa Powerplant ba naman, makata parin si Sir. Tska ung mga kwento niya parang discussion lang namin sa Filipino class. Tapos umuwi na rin kami.

Hit me, baby one more time.

2010-10-18T21:51:00.001+08:00

FINALS NA! WOOOOH. Bongga talaga ng costume namin, nagmuka akong crossover ni Britney Spears sa Baby One More Time tska ni Starfire sa Teen Titans. Hehe. Medyo nag-FAIL ung flag namin eh. Pero atleast tumaas parin grade namin sa judges. Ayun, inaanounce na yung winners, 3RD PLACE KAMI. :D Okay na yun, atleast 1st kami sa batch. May MATH JINGLE pa nu. :) Picture-picture ulet. Tignan nio nalang yung buo sa FB ko. Ang memorable talaga ng Jingle na 'to. Halos one month kasi yung practice namin para dito. First and last time na period of practice sa buong buhay ko? Ewan pa. I <3 PASTEUR! :D

Winning isn't everything. :>

2010-10-18T21:44:00.000+08:00

SEMI-FINALS ng Histo-Jingle! Buti nakahabol pa ako. 1 week nga akong naka-absent diba? Atleast siguradong may place na kme, kase tatlong sections lang naman ung sasali sa jingle; Darwin, Watson & Pasteur. Syempre, Pasteur all the way ako! Astigin ng costume, buti nalang wala ako masyadong peklat sa legs, nagmini-skirt kasi kami. Wushu. Ganda ng flag namin, un talaga ung magpapanalo samin eh. Tas ayun nga, 1ST PLACE KAMI! Saya-saya. :D First jingle ko 'to na nanalo kami, syempre, Jinggalings ata yan! Oo nga, sumali ako sa Semi-finals ng ScieAwit, pero di naman kami nanalo. Ayun, picture-picture pagkatapos. Bukas ng umaga ung finals! Kaya natin yan Pasteurites!

Nung gabi, nagkotse kami papunta sa bahay nina Patty. Nasa likod kami ng kotse ni Karl, ung walang bubong. Pero ung bahay ni Patty, medyo nasa may kanto lang. HAHA. Taray talaga.

Miss mko?

2010-10-18T21:36:00.000+08:00

Absent for 1 week. Chicken pox attacks. Fck. I like missed lots of lessons, but good thing I was able to keep up with the other lessons. Well, except for some assignments and quizzes. WAHAHA. Pagpasok na pagpasok ko, may pic agad enu? Bito kse, antukin. LOLS. Joks lang. :)) Namiss ko talaga ung Pasteur. Nung una, naiilang parin ako kse 1 week akong absent. Buti nalang andun si Hana, siya na kasi ung nagiging kaclose ko eh. HAHA. :)

Ayan oh. Naka-jacket ako dian, so yan yung first day ko ulet na back to school. :) Aminado ako, medyo tinamad na ako ever since nagkasakit ako, pero ngayon bumabalik na sa dati nang konti. xD

First practice.

2010-10-18T21:30:00.000+08:00

Practice kami ng Histo-Jingle sa K9. Bongga. Ang ganda dun, may turtle, may rabbit and iba pa. Syempre, picture-picture kami. Napadpad sa Market-Market nung uwian. Tapos ansaya sa jeep pauwi kasama sina Melody, Patty, Hana, Jerico & Verg. Lakas ng trip namin. First time ko 'to. :))

PEEL BANANA PEEL PEEL BANANA PEEL!

2010-09-05T01:22:00.004+08:00

Praktis ng group namin para sa Bio Jingle sa bahay nina Ma.Lou! Kasama namin sina Manille, Vergel, Daniel, Patty, Alyana, Hana, Allona at Marianne. Hahaha. Ansaya ng araw na 'to, grabe. Di parin ako maka-get over. Ang sarap ulit-ulitin. First time kong magcommute nang kasama ung mga classmates ko. Nagparamdam si Sir Jhufel samin kanina! (Nyek. Nagparamdam? Ano un?! LOL.) Kasi di kami umattend ng reinforcement, 5 Pasteur boys lang yung nakapag-attend. Nung nagppraktis kami, bigla nilang nasayaw sa choreo yung Banana Peel. Kaya ayun. HI SIR JHUFEL. :)) Grabe, tas nakapag-ilang picture taking kami. Parang nga kami nag-fieldtrip e. :)) Ang kulet nung may nagtatambol sa labas, manlilimos. Sinara namin yung mga bintana pati yung ilaw, tapos nagtago kami. Parang nga kaming ihohostage sa mga reaction namin kanina. =)) Kumatok lang sa pintuan, si Verg, umakyat. Yung iba, nagtago sa banyo. Natulak pa nga ni Alyana si Allona sa banyo e. Woosh. Na-OA naman kami. Sayang di namin navideohan. HAHA! Tas nag-banana peel kami bago umalis, at yun ung may video. Nasa FB ni Verg. Sa susunod nalang ulet. MAY AP at MATH JINGLE PA! :))

Wika't Kalikasan.

2010-09-04T21:33:00.002+08:00

Saya ng araw na 'to. Mwahahaha. Nagprogram kami sa Filipino, as usual, documentation ako. :)) Bongga ng suot tas documentation lang? Wow. Hahaha. Sayang, nalowbat na ung camera ko nung last period. Thursday kasi kaya Coaching ung last period. Di tuloy nakapagpic ng marami. =)) Ganon talaga enu. Pero may pagkaweird ang araw na yun. Hahaha.. Ewan ba.

May Photoscape nga pala ako. Dapat dati ko pa 'to ginagawa sa mga blog entries ko. Hehehe. Wala lang. Hahaha. SOBRANG SAYA SA PASTEUR. KAMISS NAMAN ANG PASCAL. :]

OO NA, MISS KITA.

2010-08-28T23:54:00.000+08:00

Shocks. Still looking at THE picture. It would've been great. It was perfect. But that was only in the picture, in real life, it's all nothing. Oh well, it's the sad truth and I accept it anyway. The truth hurts.

Reinforcement session today. Nag-ministop nung break. Ice cream lang ung kinain. Nilibre ko si Carlos ng 15 pesos na ice cream. After ng reinforcement, punta kaming Powerplant. Binili ko ung 'Tuesdays with Morrie' para sa book report sa English. Ayoko nang maulit ung 15/25 kong score sa The Alchemist. Yung The Alchemist ko nga pala na kay Ciara. Page 78 na ako sa Tuesdays with Morrie. Share lang. Pinost ko na rin dito para sigurado talaga ako kung saan ako tumigil. Wala kasing bookmark. Hahaha. Anubayan. Kanina sa National, may nakita akong lalaking akala ko siya. Nakatitig lang ako dun sa lalaki kanina e. Gusto kong makita kung siya yun. AWKWARD, nahuli nya akong nakatingin. Pero hinde naman pala siya yun. Hay nako. Balik sa pagbabasa ng magazine.

Inspirational nga talaga yung libro. Nakakatawa talaga. Akala ko ung 'Morrie', babae. Pero hinde. Akala ko ung 'Mitch', babae. Pero hinde rin. At yung Mitch yung author. Hahaha!

So far so good naman yung test results ko sa perio. Perfect ako sa Research. YEY! I can consider na mataas na ung sa ElEng, so ok na yun. Trigo lang ung problema ko sa ngaun. Bagsak ako ng 3 points e. Anyway, kung sa lovelife naman? So far so CONFUSING. Ewan, basta yun. Kainis talaga. Sumasagi parin sa isip ko yung pwede nyang nagawa. Nakakahiya. Pero, wala na akong magagawa eh. Tapos na. Di ko naman kc aakalain na gagawin nya un. Ano kami, close? Tska BAKIT? Ano bang gusto mong makita dun? Everything happens for a reason. Ano yung dahilan nito? EWAN PA. Pero God knows. Atleast, walang nagbago sa kanya. Yun lang yun. If only my feelings for you had an off switch.

Mas masaya sa LABAS!

2010-08-20T20:00:00.000+08:00

...Kesa sa BUS 12. Hahahaha.

Naligaw kami ng Bus nina Cheyenne, Imma at Mange. Napunta kaming Bus 12; Bus ng Archi at ng mga late. Lol. Mas masaya talaga sa labas ng bus. Mga feeling BUS 6 nga kami e. Nakiki-BUS 6. :)) Tawang-tawa nga ako kapag tinatanong ng tour guide kung ano yung bus number, nakiki-Bus 6 nalang kami. Di ata kasi pwede humiwalay sa Bus kahit nasa labas na.. pero humiwalay parin kami. Hahaha!

Kahit papano, naging masaya yung field trip. Sana maulit muli. :> Tumatatak, yo! ;)

I'll tell mine YOU'RE GAY. :))

2010-08-20T00:03:00.004+08:00

Pinalilibutan ba? :)) Maling pose nga e. >.<

Hay nako. Finalists ng MS. GAY PASTEUR. HAHA!

Trip lang nila magsuot ng mga ganito. =))

Hay nako. Ano bang nangyayare sa Pasteur Boys? Grabe. Kahit may teacher sa loob ng room, mga naka-headband parin. Ayos ah. :)) Ang lalakas ng tama. Bagay naman sa kanila e. Hahaha. Joke lang. Puro sila yung bida sa araw na 'to. Rampa sa room o sa hallway na naka-headband na muntik na mahuli ni Ma'am Divine. HAHA! Grabe, laughtrip talaga. xD

Okaaay. Natatawa ako dito e, di naman ata halata. :P

Dito rin. HAHAHA. Atleast ok parin yung mga kinalabasan. xD

Ayun lang po. Kwento ng buhay sophomore sa loob ng isang oras, pero di pa yan tapos! :)) Tatapusin ko nalang bukas. xD 12:00 na, may pre-test pa kami bukas. SHOTGUN NA NAMAN YAN! =)) Half-day naman bukas eh. Bahala na kung anong mangyari bukas. Nakakaewan talaga. Sorry sa late na pag-update ng blog, medyo busy sa buhay e. xP Onga pala, bagong gupit ako sa mga pics na 'to. ^^

SANITIZERS and KOREANS.

2010-08-19T23:52:00.000+08:00

HAND SANITIZER MAKING IN BIO. :D Unang actual 'photoshoot' ng Pasteur. Andaming pics sa araw na 'to. Hahaha. Posted naman lahat sa FB ng Pasteur. :P

Inedit ko mata ko. :))))

Dumating naman yung mga Koreans nung English time. Hehehe. Di ako nakapaglunch ng araw na yan.. Naglunch ako for 20 minutes nung 2nd Break namin. Mabilisang kain ang tawag dun. :))

The truth behind those words.

2010-08-19T23:44:00.000+08:00

Still searching.

GENERAL CLEANING. :D

Honey, why you calling me so late?

2010-08-19T23:35:00.002+08:00

PEACE. LOVE. TIME.

How come love is so confusing? When you finally think that you've found HIM, that's the moment you find out that he's just not that into you, but to someone else. It felt like magic. T'was never an expected moment. And just like that, it was too good to be true. Another fallen heart, another tragic story ending. He knows just what to say, and he knows just what to do, and I want to tell him so much I LOVE HIM. It was almost there. Just as when you're almost done with the test, BOOM. You made a mistake and takes you right back from where you started. He was a song. A song that I never originally liked, but once I listened to it, the melody won't get out of my head no matter how I tried. But your heart belongs to another. I wonder if I would ever reach 'that' point. Would it even happen? I should have called earlier.

It makes me weak.

2010-08-19T23:24:00.000+08:00

" HI JESSA ... "

Whaddup. Little by little, I am finally feeling 'at home' in Pasteur. At first it was awkward, just remember the feeling that you are only talking to your seatmate during class. Well, it's a part of it. As usual, Vince and Remus do the teasing part. I was nominated as Class Muse during the elections in our section, but I unfortunately lost. I wasn't expecting to be nominated anyway. But thanks. I am missing Pascal. These weeks will really be different compared to last year, but I'll feel 'that' feeling of belonging soon.

FIFTEEN.

2010-08-19T23:16:00.003+08:00

Took a deep breath and walked through the doors. Oh yes, it's the first day of sophomore year. It was pretty awkward since I don't know my new classmates, Manille and Ma.Lou knows a lot from them, but I don't. It's probably because of their school connections during elementary. First day, try'na making a good impression. But I was still the silent type, since I don't know them. Our adviser wasn't the one I was expecting over the summer, since they changed it during first day, but she seemed nice too, so it was okay. I missed MakSci, but I also had a feeling of wanting to go back to vacation. No new crush yet. Nothing. My heart was completely unoccupied by anyone.

Sweet superstar.

2010-06-13T15:15:00.000+08:00

Texting with Ciara all night. Haha. Ayokong mag-unli kasi minsan, nasasayang lang kaya naka-Immortal20 ako. Haha. Too bad it's only till June 30. Oh well. Anywho, I WAS BORED after we texted. So, I just played with my tito's guitar, though I don't really know how to. :)) Oh yeah, I got a new haircut, it's just the same though, only a little shorter than before. Mygaaash. 2 days to go.. then it's back to school with all the drama and pressure. But it's fun. I'm looking forward to go to school on Tuesday. I wanna go there EARLIER than the normal days. First day as a sophomore. Whew. New class, new teachers, new friends (but of course, I'll never forget CJJP) and new crush? I don't know, really. I hope that this school year will totally be memorable just like last year, only different. ;)

I wanna learn how to, but it seems complicated. :)) Wish me luck for first day. :)

New crush.

2010-06-10T21:07:00.004+08:00

He's my ultimate crush now. Despite of being pretty much a bad boy on the show. Wahaha. Actually, I like him more than Chace Crawford. He's so hot, charming and attractive. :""> Apparently my cellphone wallpaper. Who is he? He's CHUCK BASS. :*

Heart Heart Heartbreak.

2010-06-10T20:21:00.004+08:00

Classes start next Tuesday. Oh well, goodluck to me. I'm about to enjoy the last week of my vacation by watching a GG Marathon all week. I wanna finish Season 1 & 2 before classes. I've finished Season 1. I am now currently watching Episode 8 of Season 2. 17 episodes more. A little too not over him. Yes, I admit. It's not easy to get over someone that you've had a crush on since first day of 1st year. 10% can bloom into so much more, or disappear soon. We'll just see that on Tuesday, if there's someone new or something.

WHATTA COINCIDENCE. I was just viewing her pics yesterday and then BAM! He liked it. Next thing I know, he actually likes her. Oh well, typical old him. We'll just see.And oh well, typical old VAIN me. >:))

MOVED ON.

2010-05-25T21:53:00.004+08:00

YES, finally. I have moved on, or atleast, I think I have.

What I'm doing? TICTACTOE/XOXO with Joel in YM! :))

YEY. I won at this point. XD Then we just doodled after that. :))

Uhhh. "Ayiiiiiiiieeeeeee :x :x :D"? Janelle and I were chatting at that moment too. But what was that about? SECRET! :))

Atleast I tried.

2010-05-23T00:54:00.003+08:00

Here goes nothing. I bet that what I saw happening will happen. Ohwell. ._. But atleast, I did do it. So it'll be easier next school year, well of course, if I still like him. :))

Except the fact that he's a SNOB. Loljk. :)) I didn't answer the question though, like what's the use? .__. xD

DEDMA.

2010-05-22T00:32:00.003+08:00

I was looking around Twitter and I found these tweets from my schoolmate. I saved them because I can SOMEHOW relate.

There's nothing left to say.

2010-05-20T21:06:00.007+08:00

I can't stand it anymore. I can't even start a conversation with him this summer. Definitely NOT 'A Summer, Kind of Wonderful', literally. But based on that GG episode, yes. Especially the part where Chuck couldn't tell Blair the 3 words. I'm just afraid. Yes, a coward and weakling, a little CB-ish. I'll just try soon. I cannot end summer without talking to him. I can't deny the fact that I'm not over him no matter what I say or show. I just changed all my usernames today, removing 17. For the meantime, I'm not gonna put that anymore. I just don't like what he became. He's a totally different person now. I wanna chat, but what if he'll completely ignore it? My chat box pops out and he instantly closes it and I wait for a reply? Deleting is never good thing, unless it's a hater. I'm not over him yet. Probably getting there, because I'm doing the 'how-to-move-on' steps. I'm just letting it pass by because you can't move on just by forcing yourself to. If I don't, then this is something. But I do, it's not love. It's just a crush all because of the coincidences before. I wish that he was just like some other guys out there. Guys who PM you first even though you're just friends, or guys who just feel natural around you. Just like guys who ask you how you're doing after PM-ing them. But in his case nowadays, it's not like that. You will just entertain my questions and just listen. Then it's over. ._.

LSS much? I love 'Give Me A Sign - Breaking Benjamin'. It so rocks. \m/ Crappy pic, i know but IDC.

Home alone. HAHA. Fighting the urge to PM you in FB, but then again, I just did. For the first time, I actually opened a 7Up in can, or what'cha call it. Seriously. :)) I was just TWEETING all day. :)) So, vanity session again. PBB is so effed up, why the hell would Big Brother let them choose between Devonne or Tricia? When he knows that they don't like Tricia and the date are even different. Greaat, mas gumugulo na naman yung PBB. As for Tricia, James was the only one who showed up there, atleast they had their moment. :"> Cause' of course, I know what it feels like to actually talk usually to someone special to you that you don't usually talk to. The same tv show that made me remember the 'best days' of my life. Proof that I'm so not over him yet, because if I was, I wouldn't care and smile. But I DID. But now, I don't really care about this show anyway.

Mmkay. Going GREEN for me, eh? :)) :> Anywho, check out my 'MESSY-HAIR-DAY'. xD

--WHATTADRAMATICBLOG. :))

I wish our hearts would come together as one.

2010-05-18T21:30:00.011+08:00

WALKING DOWN MEMORY LANE. Wah. Di ako makatulog kahapon. So, naglinis nalang ako ng PC. Nagdelete ako ng videos, pics and other stuff. Edi iniisa-isa ko ung mga pics n'men last school year. Sh*t, nakakamiss ba naman! Tinititigan ko nga isa-isa yung class pic ng PASCAL eh. Miss ko na talaga sila. Andami kong naalala tuloy. :| Sana talaga next year, may outing/gala na kami, na marami. :> Hindi kasi natuloy yung nuon kasi maraming di pwede, tska wala kaming kasamang teacher.

GRAAABE. Andaming pics sa laptop ko. Sus, ako pa. Lahat ng pics dun, may kwento; yung mga nangyare nung date na yun or nasa pic na mismo, yung mga nangyare na maganda o masama naalala ko ulit, yung mga nangyare tska yung mga dapat na mangyare pero hindi nangyare. Wala na akong magawa. At dahil dun, nagpakaVAIN na naman ako. :))

IMY Pascal; Vanity; CJJP!; 4th Quarter; Asaran; Gala; SEVENTEEN; Love; "Mommy"; Kulitan; Sari-sariling Trip; Stipend; Maksci; ********.

Pinag-iisipan ko pa kung magpapabangs pa ba ako o hinde.

GETS? Lahat ng nakasulat dian -- LAHAT NAMIMISS KO. Dahil yan sa mga nakita kong pics sa PC ko: PASCAL - Syempre nuh! Sin0 bang hindi makakamiss nito? Oo, lahat sila miss ko na. Once a Pascalian, Always a Pascalian. Naaalala ko pa yung ginawa kong 'badge' ng Pascal nung June eh. :) Pasteur na nga ako next year, pero never ko kayong makakalimutan! CJJP - An'lalakas kaya ng mga `to sken. ANO BA ANG CJJP? Ciara&Joel&Jessa&Patt. Sino naman sila? Mga bespren ko kaya ang mga `to. :> VANITY - PicturePicture sa room, may occasion man o wala, pero madalas, WALA. :)) SEVENTEEN - Mylabbs. Sino ba `tong taong `to? Syempre, LALAKI siya! Pero sino? Well, that's a secret I'll never tell. :> Pero alam ng iba kong kaclose. First day `to lahat nagsimula, bago palang enu? :)) Pero di pa siya Seventeen nun, attraction palang. Siya ang dati kong I Heart Question Mark tska YKW (You-Know-Who). Hindi nya alam na may gusto ako sa kanya, ewan ko lang. One year na sa June 1. Kahit na di na tayo nag-uusap tska naguguluhan na ako sayo, ILY tska IMY parin. Oh well. Bahala na kung ano nang mangyayare next school year. LOVE - Kilig vibes, duh! 'MOMMY' - Miss ko na yung tinatawag nila akong Mommy. Haha. Patt, Joel, Manille, Grace & Kim, mga 'anak' ko. Kasi sila yung palagi kong kasama, kaya ayun. Mommy Vain, yeah. xD KULITAN & ASARAN - Syempre, may konek pa rin 'to sa Pascal. Kahit minsan, mejo nakakaewan na. Pero nakakamiss talaga. 4th QUARTER - Memorable para s'ken yung quarter na 'to. STIPEND - Kasi kapag may stipend kami, nakakonek na yung GALA. Miss ko na yung TGIF na gala nung Feb 5 tska nung Last Stipend sa Powerstation. SARI-SARILING TRIP - Syempre naman. Kumakain ang CJJP sa labas ng canteen minsan eh. Mam Viduds. Yung 'No-Shoes-Inside-Policy' after Gen Cleaning, basta marami pa yan! Mahirap mag-explain tska sobrang haba na nito kung itatype ko pa lahat nuh. :)) ******** - Naka-asterisk pa talaga enu? HAHA. Pinoy Henyo tayo. Hulaan nyo, baka tumama pa. Tao? Hinde. Hayop? Hinde. Pangyayare? Pwede. BAGAY? OO. :> Ewan ko lang kung di nyo pa ma-gets 'to. xp

17th day of May.

2010-05-17T15:44:00.003+08:00

As usual, ang bagal ng net. Grabe, halos walang matinong page na mabuksan. Facebook lang ung di nagloloko. :)) Kelangan pang i-refresh nang ilang beses yung ibang sites para gumana. Ang hassle! :))

Haynako, 17 na naman ngayon. Malapit na magtapos ang May, halaaa. Malapit na rin magpasukan. Di na mouse ang hawak ko, kasi ballpen na. xD Excited na nga akong pumasok, pero naeewan din ako. Bagong klase na kasi eh, wala pang masyadong mga kakilala. Pero sana maging masaya parin ung section ko, tulad ng Pascal nuon. Pero parang iba talaga ung Pascal namin eh. Woosh, makikita ko na ulet siya. Parang gusto ko na hinde. xp Basta dapat talaga, bago magpasukan, makausap ko na siya. Sumagot man o hinde. Miss ko na yung CJJP, nung distribution tska nung stipend, ang saya-saya ko nga kasi nag-usap na kami ulet, tas nag-powerplant pa kami nun. Pati ung mga 'anak' ko sa Pascal nuon. Haha. :P

MISS KO NA SILA, GRABE. :|

Gah. Still can't do it.

2010-05-17T15:16:00.006+08:00

GAH, I hate myself for not going through this. I wanted to talk to you again, well, maybe next time. ._.

WAHAHA. The photos suck. :)) My bangs keep on falling and I'm in an awkward position! XD

Probably won't never tell, you're the strongest love I ever felt.

2010-05-13T23:42:00.004+08:00

STORY OF MY LIFE.

I've always wanted to text you, post on your wall, commenting, PM you in FB or YM, but I'm afraid that maybe, you'll just ignore it, delete it or never even bother to answer it. But someday, I'm gonna try to PM you in FB or YM, it's just lame for me not to bother talking to you. Our last chat was on March. It's MAY already, and next month, it's already June. So you don't answer my texts, eh? Then I'll try this school year, I wanted to go back to the old times, the old US. I know that there was nothing between us before, only me. But we did talk a lot. And I don't care about the topic, I just miss talking to you. They say when you TRUST someone, you LOVE them. There were a couple of 'signs' before that I just wish that it really was what I thought. I hope that it will be different this year, I want to get closer with you. I want to talk to you more. I want you bring you back to the old you.

Would I be out of line if i said i miss you?

2010-05-08T23:39:00.004+08:00

I found this awesome Tumblr site, it posts things that you miss about a certain someone. I love them all, if only I could reblog the whole blog. But uh, not exactly the whole blog, some didn't happen. I can post most of those stuff in my Tumblr though, it would flood my dashboard and because of some other reasons.

WHAT I MISS ABOUT YOU: (from the blog)

1. I miss the way I felt like I was on top of the world when we were together.

2. I miss the rush of your skin.

3. I miss having late night conversations with you.

4. I miss how happy I was with you.

5. I miss seeing your handwriting.

6. I miss your jokes.

7. I miss the sound of your laugh,

8. I miss your presence.

9. I miss seeing you everyday.

10. I MISS HOW CLOSE WE WERE.

11. I miss how I could tell you everything.

12. I miss being near you.

13. I miss the things you say.

14. I miss the way you make my heart skip beats.

15. I miss how you understood me.

16. I miss hearing you say my name. It never sounded so beautiful.

17. I miss the comfortable silences, which have now turned awkward.

18. I miss being the first one you'd tell.

19. I miss being close to you.

20. I miss the way you look at me.

21. I miss the way I could tell you anything. (Now you barely even talk to me)

22. I MISS THE OLD YOU.

23. I miss laughing with you.

24. I miss talking to you.

25. I miss you voice.

EXACTLY 25 things that I could relate to, all because of you. :">

YES, YES, PLEASE? :(

I just don't get you.

2010-05-08T01:46:00.004+08:00

Why do we avoid? Is it because we LOVE or is it because we HATE?

In my list of people that I dislike, PLASTICS are no. 1. USERS follow next. BACKSTABBERS fall on no. 3. I just hope that you're not like that, to me. ._.

THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I'M FEELING ABOUT YOU NOW. ._.

All my days were spent by a telephone that never rang..

2010-05-07T01:54:00.003+08:00

Where were you when everything was falling apart?
All my days were spent by the telephone
It never rang and all I needed was a call that never came

But in the end everyone ends up alone
Losing him the only one who's ever known
Who I am, who I'm not and who I wanna place
No way to know, how long he will be next to me

The early morning, the city breaks
And I've been calling for years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
You never sent me no letters

The seasons have changed, and so have we.

2010-05-07T01:21:00.000+08:00

They say the only reason people hold on to memories so tight because memories are the only things that don't change when everything and everyone else does. Yes, it is true. But it is hard to remember all the memories when the person you spent it with has already left. It's hard to move on, and there's no way of denying that you wanted him in the past. I don't want to yet. I know that there is still something in there. Well, no one knows what will happen in the next school year.. ._.

Just like the seasons, people have the ability to change. It doesn't happen very often but when it does it's almost always right. Sometimes it takes what's broken becoming whole again. Sometimes it takes opening up to new people and letting them in. But most times it takes just one person who is truly afraid to show what they feel. Getting an opportunity they never thought possible. And some things never change. Let a new game begin. XOXO. Gossip Girl.

But Gossip Girl's right, some things will never change. ;)

WHY, TELEVISION, WHY??

2010-05-07T00:11:00.000+08:00

DISMAYED.

GOSSIP GIRL.

I visited TVFanatic and MAJOR SPOILER ALERT just hit me. Someone posted the UK promo of Gossip Girl's Season Finale. And guess what? I didn't like I just saw. Chuck is going to sleep with Jenny when he thought that Blair doesn't love him anymore when she showed up late on top of The Empire State Building where she was supposed to meet Chuck if she still loves him. Jenny is also sad, so they both got drunk and they did it. Dan punched Chuck and Blair was shown screaming at Jenny. At the end of the promo, Jenny was seen on a train leaving UES like what Serena did earlier on the show.

This SUCKS. How can Blair get back with Chuck now? Yeah, Chuck sleeps with a couple of girls, but now it's Jenny we're talking about. The writers must bring Chair together again, or else! We all know that Chair is destined and the show's biggest loveteam. I don't really like where this is going. ._.

ANTM.

Jessica is now ELIMINATED. She's my favorite, ugh. But I saw this coming since she landed in the Bottom Two last week, she was losing her spark. She showed up this cycle with awesome pictures then it suddenly goes bad. Oh well. My bet's on Raina now. But maybe, Krista would win.

What happens at Victrola, stays at Victrola.

2010-05-05T22:53:00.003+08:00

Watched Gossip Girl today, Dr. Estrangeloved is the episode. Blair looked prettier in this episode I think. Too bad that they are not yet together again, but it is so obvious that they still like each other. In Serena and Nate's issue, it's all about TRUST. Gah, I remembered something. :| Shaaare. I watched this episode already last Monday. :P I just downloaded the latest episode a while ago and I'mma watch it tomorrow. :)

This scene is quite tearjerking. I mean, if you know the feeling. She remembered the night at Victrola with Chuck because that was the dress she was wearing. Oh well. The NOSTALGIA sucks. :|

I started watching GG because of Chuck&Blair, I was searching for 'Good Girls Go Bad' in YT, then I saw a fanvid of them and I watched it. I searched more fanvids for CB then I started to get hooked. :))

T'was a Ghost of a Good Thing.

2010-05-05T00:51:00.002+08:00

Text-text. Ayun, nasabi ko ulet yung secret ko. Kanino? SECRET. Anong secret yun? Ba't ko sasabihin sayo? :)) Alam ko naman kung kanino ko pwedeng sabihin o hindi ung sikretong yon. Reminisce like yeah. Naaalala ko pa talaga ung freshman year, nakakamiss. Feeling ko magiging iba na talaga ngayong year e. Mga fresh pa, eh ngayon hindi na! JK. :))) Gudluck nalang sa mga incoming Freshies ng Maksci. :)

Ang IMBA kasi ng kwento na yun eh. Ang ganda ng simula, mejo pumangit nang tumagal tapos gumanda ulet tapos nag-normal ulet, parang nung di pa nasisimulan yung kwento. Parang gusto kong ulitin, matama yung mga dapat at maiwasan ang dapat iwasan. Just like that, it almost seemed like a movie, but in the end, it's still not. Ano kaya ang mangyayare next year? New chapter, same book. Eh pano kung matapos na yung kwento? I guess I'll never know.

It's hard to wait around for something you know that might not happen. But it's harder to give up when you know it's everything you ever wanted.

--GM ni Ate Zarah. :P Nakakarelate eh, grabe. xD

I don't wanna think anymore.

2010-05-04T23:10:00.004+08:00

NP: Speechless - The Veronicas (yes, it's the song in my layout)

I'm starting to like my layout. The camera, the quote, the song lyrics and the heart. Since I love photography and music. Nakakarelate talaga ako sa kanta, ganon naman kasi ako palagi sa kanya, SPEECHLESS. Copy+paste.

Feels like I have always known you
And I swear I dreamt about you
All those endless nights I was alone

Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life

Cuz you leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender
My everything to you

I thought I could resist you
I thought that I was strong
Somehow you were different from what I've known
I didn't see you coming
You took me by surprise and
You stole my heart before I could say no

One more R, please?

2010-05-04T02:29:00.004+08:00

Gah. I know it's already late but I just had to finish this blog. I logged out of my first account 'chasingallthosestars' then I can't log back in, I forgot the email I used. So I just decided to make a new one using the email of me and my best friend's joint blog to remember it easier. But the first URL still exists, and I love the URL.. So I had no choice but to add one more 'r' in the URL. So now you have this site, 'chasingallthosestarrs'. The other one can still be visited but what's the point, it's like a twin of this blog, but this is a better version and just a TEST POST.

I got the URL from OneRepublic's 'Secrets'. I first heard it on The Lady Vanished, an episode of Gossip Girl. Though I didn't watch the episode, I saw it in TvFanatic and same as Tumblr. Maybe I'll download the episode tomorrow and then the upcoming episode on Thursday. The season finale will be on May 17, 'Last Tango, Then Paris'. I hope that Chuck&Blair will finally get back together again.

`Kaaay. Globe na rin ako sa wakas, well, kahapon lang naman, este nung Sunday pala. :)) Nag-inform lang ako ng mga friends ko sa new number ko, nag-GM nalang ako. May mga ibang sumagot, meron ding hindi. Haha. Wala naman kasing tanong na nakalagay dun sa GM, plain informing lang talaga, so hindi naman na kailangan magreps diba? Trip lang siguro nung ibang sumagot. Ahaha. Atleast, nakakatext ko na yung mga dating di ako matext or mareplyan kasi Smart ako. Kaso naman, wala pang load yung iba, so sa chat nalang muna.. :P Yun tuloy, nadoble yung cellphone ko. :)) Ginamit ko nalang ung old cp ko para dun sa Smart tas yung Globe dun sa ginagamit ko ngayon. :P

May naisip ko lang din dahil sa pag-iinform stuff na yun, May mga message na akala mo PM, pero GM lang pala. Kaso meron din na akala mo naman GM, yun pala PM na pala. :> Bakit naman? Eh syempre, nagawa ko ata yun nung Sunday. :))

XOXO.