Twist it in the air like a motherf*cking helicopter.

There's nothing left to say.

Thursday, May 20, 2010 @ 9:06 PM

I can't stand it anymore. I can't even start a conversation with him this summer. Definitely NOT 'A Summer, Kind of Wonderful', literally. But based on that GG episode, yes. Especially the part where Chuck couldn't tell Blair the 3 words. I'm just afraid. Yes, a coward and weakling, a little CB-ish. I'll just try soon. I cannot end summer without talking to him. I can't deny the fact that I'm not over him no matter what I say or show. I just changed all my usernames today, removing 17. For the meantime, I'm not gonna put that anymore. I just don't like what he became. He's a totally different person now. I wanna chat, but what if he'll completely ignore it? My chat box pops out and he instantly closes it and I wait for a reply? Deleting is never good thing, unless it's a hater. I'm not over him yet. Probably getting there, because I'm doing the 'how-to-move-on' steps. I'm just letting it pass by because you can't move on just by forcing yourself to. If I don't, then this is something. But I do, it's not love. It's just a crush all because of the coincidences before. I wish that he was just like some other guys out there. Guys who PM you first even though you're just friends, or guys who just feel natural around you. Just like guys who ask you how you're doing after PM-ing them. But in his case nowadays, it's not like that. You will just entertain my questions and just listen. Then it's over. ._.

LSS much? I love 'Give Me A Sign - Breaking Benjamin'. It so rocks. \m/ Crappy pic, i know but IDC.

Home alone. HAHA. Fighting the urge to PM you in FB, but then again, I just did. For the first time, I actually opened a 7Up in can, or what'cha call it. Seriously. :)) I was just TWEETING all day. :)) So, vanity session again. PBB is so effed up, why the hell would Big Brother let them choose between Devonne or Tricia? When he knows that they don't like Tricia and the date are even different. Greaat, mas gumugulo na naman yung PBB. As for Tricia, James was the only one who showed up there, atleast they had their moment. :"> Cause' of course, I know what it feels like to actually talk usually to someone special to you that you don't usually talk to. The same tv show that made me remember the 'best days' of my life. Proof that I'm so not over him yet, because if I was, I wouldn't care and smile. But I DID. But now, I don't really care about this show anyway.